God led me to an inward pilgrimage through an experience of “letting go and self-emptying” where I began to discover myself. Though it takes you to untrodden paths and the deepest intimacy of one’s inner self, it needs companions. God blessed me with two companions for my journey: Francis of Assisi and Mary of the Passion.

Sr. Hildegard, fmm, the superior of Serang community, told me with delight but not with surprise, “Finally, your father’s prayer is answered! He has been praying to Our Lady hoping that you would become a nun someday!”

For my mission experience, I requested to go specifically to my country of origin, Vietnam. After 25 years, I have been deeply absorbed in the American culture. Yet an unknown stirring in my heart kept calling me back to this place, a place that has formed parts of my identity though I have very little memory, experience and knowledge of it.

My mother has been my supporter in my journey. She thanked me and offered the bunch of Jasmine flowers accompanied by the following words, “Like these flowers, may you bloom and give fragrance of love, joy and hope. Spread the love of Christ where ever you may be.”